Sunday, 25 August 2013

Give It Away Now

Well, it’s been a good while since you wrote me that lovely letter for the aeroplane, and I thought it was high time I wrote back. It won’t be too much longer now before you see me again, in person. But I wanted to broach a very sensitive subject. And since I’m shy, given these unusual circumstances, I thought it best I try to write.

It has been twelve mercifully long weeks since the end of Year 2. Time to relax and unwind and breathe. And let it all go. To do other things, think other thoughts, have a jolly grand old time, in all.

And yet. I wonder whether at this juncture you still have creeping doubts about what Year 3 has in store for you? For your friends? For the class?

I wonder whether there are any lingering residual memories, garnered throughout these past two years – any inklings, feelings, impressions – of curious things that happened at speed, and when you took time to sit and think and look back, you were left with a … a… what would one call it?

A blank?

Or, perhaps, less of ... a blank ... and more of a:

If this is indeed the case - and I fear that it might be so! - then I can give you only one piece of very important advice:

Yes. That is correct. Keep Calm and Listen to the Red Hot Chili Peppers.

I can think of no advice more wise, no suggestion more sage than their deeply reflective, sincerely soulful exhortation to:

And when you have listened well to this gem of pure genius, then I encourage you to find a beautiful scenic spot. Not unlike this one here below.

Gather up all of those thoughts... memories... feelings... inklings... and... uh, uncomfortable-making impressions.

And take the advice of those very clever Peppers!

GIVE 'EM AWAY, GIVE 'EM AWAY...

... GIVE 'EM AWAY NOW!

...

Phew!

Don't you feel so much better for having done that?

For having unburdened yourself so successfully and yet so easily?

Good. I'm glad it worked.

...

Sunday, 1 January 2012

Happy New Beer

Welcome, 2012!

Here's to the year now standing on the doorstep: here's to living well, loving with all my heart, growing older gracefully, welcoming wisdom, and taking more chances. Here's to the crack in everything, that lets more light get in. Here's to being willing to be surprised.

Sunday, 2 October 2011

Treasure

I met Robert in 1989, and it really was love at first bite. I was smitten. We were together and we were happy for a long, long time. But in 2001-ish I just got bored with him. So I left him. Just took myself off someplace else, where he wasn't. He had no idea where I was, or how to find me. I'm good at clean breaks.

I bumped into him, quite by chance, two days ago. He's changed. He's still irresistably recognisable these ten years later, but he's different somehow. I'd forgotten those eyes. And suddenly I'm swimming across that deep green sea again, wondering if I'll ever really know him, and wondering how on earth I thought I knew him so well that I could afford myself the luxury of being bored by him, this beautifully complex creature.